It always sucks when you loose a friend because of lies, but what is really a heart breaker is when you loose someone because of the truth. It's not that one of you was not genuine, or they slept with your ex and didn't tell you, or you find out they were trying to use you, but instead its something that neither one of you can do anything about.
It is like fate walked up to both of you, and said "Nope, I am sorry you are having waaay too much fun, and you have to stop," and then proceeded to kick you in the balls. "I'm sorry, this is just the way it is," fate said, honestly, which i must admit, hurt me and fate's friendship just as much. In fact, i am still waiting for a call and a sincere apology followed by a great night before I consider letting fate on my good side again.
The only positive thing about genuinely having to distance yourself from a friend, is that there is a sense of peace and understanding. No one did anything wrong, so there is no guilt. Melancholy, yes; guilt, no. Which is why fate should be feeling quite guilty right now, but neither me or my former companion of coffee places and parks is. In fact we are fine fate! You however must be stricken with guilt!!
Seriously though, afterwords the powers that be seem to leave an air of hope, a new start, to those who were genuinely true friends. This is what makes it worth it, these small rewards for great deeds that only those involved can see. So if you loose a friend a true, don't fret for long, because you will find a friend a new.
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